From: John K Clark (jonkc@att.net)
Date: Fri Nov 15 2002 - 10:51:05 MST
Back in 1996 I got into a bit of bother over duplication chambers and wrote
to the list for advice. Strangely I also got into trouble with Private
Protection Agencies and as that topic has come up again too in another
thread I thought I'd resend it.
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I need some advice and it's not the sort of thing I can write to Ann
Landers. About a year ago I started building a matter duplicating machine.
It could find the position and velocity of every atom in a human being to
the limit imposed by Heisenberg's law. It then used this information to
construct a copy and it does it all in a fraction of a second and without
harming the original in any way. You may be surprised that I was able to
build such a complicated machine, but you wouldn't be if you knew how good
I am with my hands. The birdhouse I made is simply lovely and I have all
the latest tools from Sears.
I was a little nervous but I decided to test the machine by duplicating
myself. The day before yesterday I walked into the chamber, it filled with
smoke (damn those radio shack transformers) there was a flash of light, and
then 3 feet to my left was a man who looked exactly like me. It was at that
instant that the full realization of the terrible thing I did hit me. I
yelled "This is monstrous, there can only be one of me", my copy yelled
exactly the same thing. I thought he was trying to mock me, so I reached for
my 44 magnum that I always carry with me (I wonder why people think I'm
strange) and pointed it at my double. I noted with alarm that the double
also had a gun and he was pointed it at me. I shouted "you don't have the
guts to pull the trigger, but I do". Again he mimicked my words and did so
in perfect synchronization, this made me even more angry and I pulled the
trigger, he did too. My gun went off but his gun jammed. I buried him in my
back yard.
Now that my anger has cooled and I can think more clearly I've had some
pangs of conscious about killing a living creature, but that's not what
really torments me. How do I know I'm not the copy? I feel exactly the
same as before, but would a copy feel different? Actually there is a way to
be certain, I have a video tape of the entire experiment. My memory is that
the copy first appeared 3 feet to my LEFT, if the tape shows the original
walking into the chamber and the copy materializing 3 feet to his RIGHT,
then I would know that I am the copy. I'm afraid to look at the tape, should
I be? If I found out I was the copy what should I do? I suppose I should
morn the death of John Clark, but how can I, I'm not dead. If I am the copy
would that mean that I have no real past and my life is meaningless? Is it
important, or should I just burn the tape and forget all about it?
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A few days after I posted the above the shit really hit the fan. My PPA the
Acme Protection Agency found out about it, and I'd love to know which one of
you guys squealed to them. Anyway, they were hounding me constantly,
following me around and asking all sorts of embarrassing questions. I tried
to explain to them that nobody really died because no consciousness was
stopped or even interrupted, but they weren't impressed with my arguments.
All they were interested in was that there was a dead body and it had John
Clark's DNA and John Clark was one of their clients. I picked Acme
originally because they were a honest, tough no nonsense organization, but
now I wished I had picked a PPA that had a more philosophical bent. The fact
that Acme also has capital punishment didn't seem as appealing as it once
did either.
I knew that if I was going to do something I had to do it quickly. My lawyer
told me I should expect to be arrested in the next few days. He said that my
best bet was to plead self defense, but he didn't seem very optimistic, and
even if I eventually won it would take years and every dime I had in legal
bills. I had a better idea, it would solve things in one day and it would
only cost half my money, but I would have to do something I'd been dreading
first. I looked at the video tape and my worst fears were confirmed, I am
the copy, no doubt about it. This sort of threw me for a loop at first, but
I gradually got used to the idea, and now realized that I feel just the same
so it can't possibly make any difference.
I set up my video camera so it covered the entrance to the duplicating
chamber but was careful to make sure that this time it couldn't see into the
chamber itself. I turned on my duplicating machine and walked into the
chamber, a few seconds later I walked out but there was somebody with me,
somebody who looked just like me. I sent the tape to Acme and they dropped
all charges against me. They had no choice, Acme may be tough but no PPA
will prosecute someone if they know there is a 50% probability they are
innocent. They have no way of knowing which one of us killed the original
John Clark, even we don't know.
Well, this solved one problem but it created another one, the copy. I've
tried to be broad minded about it, really I have, but the man is just
obnoxious. Mr. Know-it-all is always droning on and on about the stupidest
things, and he thinks he's SO smart, personally I think he's a moron. Just
as I feared he says he deserves half of my money, but I'm the one who made
it not him, I remember how I earned every dollar. I don't like the way he
looks at my girlfriend either.
This entire experience has made me a wiser man. I now understand the value
of subtlety, putting a bullet in the brain of the original John Clark was
stupid. I also understand that the world is a dangerous place and that
dreadful accidents happen every day. How very sad.
I'm looking at the jerk right now and he has an insufferable grin on his
face. I don't know why he's looking so smug but that's OK, let him grin
while he can, it won't last long. I know exactly how to deal with him, and
to think, people used to say that I understood machines but not people. I'll
soon prove them wrong.
It looks like he's also writing a post but I can't quite make out from here
what he's saying, probably just a bunch of pretentious nonsense, I'll read
it when I come back, right now I've got to drive into town to get some
supplies. I'll be mighty happy when summer comes, I do so hate driving on
these icy mountain roads.
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I had decided that the only way to get Acme Protection Agency off my back
was to make a duplicate of myself, that way they couldn't tell which one
killed the original John Clark so they couldn't prosecute either one of us.
I walked into the chamber expecting to see my double materialize next to
me, but nothing happened. Terrified that the machine was malfunctioning I
ran to the control panel, one of these days I've got to figure out a way to
build a matter duplicating machine without using 89 pounds of enriched
plutonium. To my surprise I could not find anything wrong with the machine,
then I noticed I wasn't alone. A large tough looking man was staring at me.
"What the hell! How did you get in here?" I yelled at him.
"Oh, sorry, sorry, didn't mean to offend,ah, are you John Clark" He
stammered.
For a tough looking guy he was sure acting like a wimp. I never could
intimidate big gorillas like this guy, but I guess those assertiveness
training tapes I bought on the home shopping network were paying off after
all.
"Yea I'm Clark and who the fuck are you" I said in the tough man voice the
tapes had taught me. Then I noticed it was dark outside, 5 minutes before
when I walked into the chamber it was about noon.
" What's going on?" I said, not sounding quite so tough.
" Oh I'm sorry, my name is Spade, Sam Spade, I'm a private investigator, I
work for Acme, but don't worry I'm not here to arrest you or anything. Ten
and a half days have passed since you walked into that chamber, and there is
nothing wrong with your machine, it's sort of hard to explain but the fact
is, I used the machine's maintenance logs to reconstruct you 5 minutes ago,
just as you were the last time you used the machine, 10 and a half days
ago."
For some, finding out they were a copy of a copy would be big news, but for
me it was getting to be old hat. What was amazing was that some gum shoe had
done it, and from the maintenance log. The information on the state of the
machine and thus on every object I ever duplicated is in those computer
logs, but the format of the logs would make it difficult to extract because
that's not what they were made for. I never used them for anything except
troubleshooting the machine.
"My congratulations Mr. Spade" I said " it's not every private eye that has
a good enough working knowledge of Schrodinger's Wave Equation, quantum
coherence and non linear error correcting codes to read those logs
correctly".
"Yeah well... I got an A in shop class when I was a kid" He said with a
touch of pride.
"Really! I did too." I said " But what's been going on for the last 10
days?"
Spade said "The copy of John Clark did duplicate himself, but apparently the
two versions didn't get along".
" My fourth wife always said I'm a hard man to live with" I said a little
sheepishly.
"Both Clarks are dead, and they died at almost exactly the same time, it
could be accidental, but the deaths are a little suspicious, especially
when you consider two almost identical posts made to the to the internet by
them that are somewhat incriminating. One Clark was found in his car at the
bottom of a thousand foot cliff. The roads were icy, but the brake lines
didn't look quite right to me. The other Clark was found crushed under a
Coke machine. The consensus is that he put in his 50 cents and when it
didn't give him his Coke he started beating on it until the machine tipped
over on him and fractured his skull. Well maybe, but that machine was heavy,
I tried, I could tip it over and I'm bigger than he was. I think they killed
each other, they were similar enough to want to kill each other but diverged
enough in 10 days to chose different methods".
" Now you can't blame that on me" I said indignity, " I know nothing about
it, I didn't even exist then, well not exactly..."
"Nobody's blaming you" Spade said soothingly " and you're still one of our
clients, so when I mentioned the maintenance logs in my report my boss said
we were legally bound to make a good faith effort to revive you, so he told
me to give it a try and do my best."
He brought out a document from his coat " I am also authorized to offer you
this deal, Acme agrees not to prosecute you in any manner for this incident
and to seal the case file, there are those who might find it, ah,
titillating. In return, you absolve Acme of any liability in this matter and
agree to resign from The Acme Protection agency within 5 working days. The
unused portion of your premium will of course be refunded."
Now you can't beat that deal with a stick, I signed the paper before they
could change their mind.
I said " I want to thank you Mr. Spade for bringing me back. Can I offer you
a drink?"
He was already heading for his car at a trot "Thanks but no" He said " I've
got this, this important thing I've got to do, It's ah, a thing of
importance, I've got to, ah, wash the lawn, I mean mow the dog, I mean...
good-bye".
I'm afraid our Mr.Spade is a bit of an oddball , I seem to run across more
and more people like him lately.
As I stood there amid the smell of burning rubber a disturbing thought
occurred to me, it was a pretty tricky job to get all the information about
me just from the maintenance logs, was I really OK, had Spade gotten
everything right? I've always been good at mental arithmetic so I gave
myself a test, 5 and 5 is 10, 19 minus 6 is 12, 8 times 9 is 73. Right on
the money! That was reassuring.
I must be John Clark, I have all of his memories, I remembered a happy day
in my childhood when I joined the Vladimer Lenin fan club and received an
autographed 8 by 10 glossy of the master that has hung in a place of honor
in my bedroom until it disappeared that very day. Spade must of stolen it.
I remembered my triumphant election as the head of SHIT (Stop Heretical
Independent Thoughts) and how I had always hated the Extropian and
Transhuman philosophy. The memory of the time I played Twister in The
Kremlin with Marilyn Monroe, J Edgar Hoover and The Dalai Lama while the
Pope serenaded us with a lovely rendition of Louie Louie, are as sharp in
my mind as the day it happened.
Clearly there was nothing wrong with my mind, but what about my body? I
looked at myself in a mirror and I don't want to brag or anything but I
looked great! My skin was a nice healthy blue, the scales on the tail were
strong and sharper than ever. I smiled, what women wouldn't fall for that
infectious grin and the handsome green slime that oozed out between my fangs
and fell artistically to the floor.
John K Clark jonkc@att.net
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